riles123

this is weird.
i looked at my livejournal and i was like "nope"
and then i like changed the whole thing :)
i like it now... but i think i just want to make a new one
all of the old posts are stupid and i dont like them.
so bye bye livejournal,
my new one will be called....
hmmmm...
rileighs_the_shit

chelsea got an LJ!!!
anyone wanna add her?
tell me
anna, she already added you
so add her back

so
mark's getting back from new york at 11:30 tonight and then i have a soccer game at 9:30 in the morning then i have another one the next day at the same time if we win and then im leaving for noova scotia. which not a lot of people know because i just found it out a few days ago!



me : wanna watch a movie?
ben : no.
me : wanna play cards?
ben : no.
me : do you realize i'm laying on the floor?
ben : that's okay im not racist.

laterrr on the phone

me: talk to me about me...
ben: that was a very self centered thing to say.
me: so? im never self centered so now i get to be, so talk to me about me.
ben: okay, you're the shit.

hi,
went to the beach with my family today. it wasn't that bad. i was mostly playing with the dog, and my sister, but she's practically a dog, so same thing. and taylor wasnt really talking to me, and the world works much better when he doesn't, so it was okay at the beach today.




*** must remember not to make plans [especially not with ben] this week because me and chelsea maybe, might, possibly be doing something at some point during this week......... and the schedule must be completely open for her and only her.

hi.
oh boy. babysitting a seven year old WITH my sister and watching lion king 2.
joy dont i love friday nights!?
well chelsea's mad at me and so is maddy even though i havnt seen her like all summer. they're both mad at me because aparently i spend all my time with ben. which is not true because he's like never home.
i think i spend too much time wih chelsea, if anybody.

hi..
just played soccer; i got hurt a lotttt cus we were palying against hillbillies who lift hay bails all day long. they attcked my whole left side. first they made my leg bleed, then they pushed me and i fell on my wrist and like frikkin broke it, then (this wasnt really their faults) i smashed my arm on one of their shoulders and over extended it now it hurts to like lift it...







TWO AND A HALF MONTHS TILL ME AND BEN WILL HAVE BEEN GOING OUT FOR A WHOLE YEAR

I've been busy lately. I havn't posted in a very long time. I dont know why either. I guess it's because I always work on my site when I'm on the computer.

I went to Rainbow Valley today with Ben, his mom, his 5 year old cousin, Dylan, his aunt,Gwen, his uncle,Carl, and his crazy aunt, Sarah. They all live in Montreal so even though his cousin is like five years old, he's bilingual and can speak perfect french and english.

The other day I went to the Chucky Danger Band concert at the arts guild with Chelsea and Ben. They're amazing!!! I think they're going to make it big! The lead guitarist is really cute and really good at guitar.

A while before that I finally got to see the cottage that Ben is always at. They half own a massive canoe, so me and Ben took that out for a spin. Then we came back and played scrabble with a bunch of people we knew who just happened to be there. After that, we ate this weird soup type thing that I hated, but ben was like drooling over it for hours while it was cooking so I didnt say anything. Then we went clam-diggin as the sun was setting, but then the bugs got bad so we went inside. Everything we did ended up being disgustingly romantic, but it was really fun.

Chelsea just called from toronto and she's been there for two days and spent her 500 dollars that she had for it. she's staying till saturday anbd coming back early sunday. she got me a present... :D

 

*******SIMPLE QUESTIONS******* 1. FULL NAME: Rileigh Alexandria Rush 2. NICKNAME: whatever you want, baby... :P just kiddin (none) 3. EYE COLOR: *looks in mirror* blueish greenish 4. HEIGHT: 5.7 ish 5. HAIR: Brown 6. SIBLINGS: older brother (15) younger sister (11 maybe??) 7. DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER?: no, hair washing takes too much thinking (wash, rinse, conditioner, rinse, anti dandruff, rinse...) 8. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD VOICE?: i don't know... 9. DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?: yes 10. SIGN: the goat 11. WHAT KIND OF COMPUTER DO YOU HAVE?: i don't know... how do you tell? i think it's pretty new... 12. DO YOU LIKE BACON OR SAUSAGE?: neither 13. RIGHTY OR LEFTY: righty 14. BATMAN OR ROBIN?: robin, i admire how he always was able to take the back seat and let batman have all the glory 15. YOU EVER CHEATED?: in life? on boyfriends? tests? cards? games? i don't know... be specific! *******FAVORITE QUESTIONS******* 16. ANIMAL: all animals are cute when they're babies 17. SODA: root beer 18. CHEESE: havarti 19. MOVIE: garden state 20. SONG: too many... right now, it's every morning by sugar ray 21. BAND/SINGER: sugar ray, sloan, imogen heap, eve6, 22. TV SHOW: i don't know, i don't watch that much tv 23. ACTOR: will farrell/ ben stiller 24. ACTRESS: the word "actress" is politically incorrect now, they changed it so that everybody is an actor.. but what the hell dakota fanning/ julia roberts 25. FOOD: strawberry shortcake 26. NUMBER: 17 27. SOAP: hempz body wash... yummy :D 28. DISNEY CHARACTER: pluto 29: COLOR: yellow *******LOVE LIFE ETC******* 30. DO YOU PLAN ON HAVING CHILDREN?definately 31. DO YOU PLAN ON GETTING HITCHED?definately 32. HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR 1ST CHILD? 23... this has been given a lot of thought by me 33. YOU HAVE A BF OR GF? yes 34. WHATS THEIR NAME? benjamin herbert louis schulman 35. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN DATING? 10 months-ish 36. WHAT IS YOUR DREAM DATE?: what or who? cus ben is my dream date-ee and my dream date place is the beach at night 37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH? sure *****EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER) 38. MUSIC/TV: muzik 39. GUYS/GIRLS: guys, definately! they're hot and they don't need to talk all the time. 40. GREEN/BLUE: green 41. PINK/PURPLE: pink 43. NIGHT/DAY: night 44. HANGING OUT/CHILLING: hanging 45. DOPEY/FUNNY: what's the difference? *******ALL ABOUT YOU******* 46. WEIRD SAYING YOU HAVE: lax darlin' (short for relax darling) 47. WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO? queen charlotte 48. HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE YOU TO GET TO SCHOOL FROM YOUR HOUSE? bus- 20 minutes, driving - 15 minutes, walking- 40 minutes 49. WHEN IS YOUR BIRTHDAY? june 30th 50. HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO ON A FIRST DATE?: kiss ******Best People ********* 51. NICEST: ben 52. FUNNIEST: chelsea 53. LOUDEST: alex connolly 54. WEIRDEST: will howard 55. ARE YOU IN LOVE? ....big question 56. IS IT RIGHT TO FLIRT IF YOU HAVE A BF/GF?: depends... if you're never gonna see the person again, then go for it! 57. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED OR GOT TEARY ABOUT?ben's cat died... :'( 58. ARE YOU HAPPY?: moderately 59. WHATS YOUR BIRTHSTONE? pearl/moonstone/alexandrite 60. WHAT COLOR IS IT? white/purple-ish/???? 61. SILVER OR GOLD?: shiny shiny silver 62. DIAMOND OR PEARL?: diamond 63. SUNSET OR SUNRISE?: sunrise 64. HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY-DIPPING? i want to so so so bad :P 65. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS?: no 66. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS?: one in each ear, that's all 67. WHAT KIND OF UNDIES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: *looks down pants* uh... white and pink spankies 68.WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? fix you - coldplay 69. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER?: 3918 70: WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?: somewhere sunny and nice and warm and expensive... 71. WHO DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH?: the love fo my life.... when i find him 74. WHAT MAKES U HAPPY: mornings, sports, the beach...... sports on the beach in the morning :P 75. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GOING TO GET?: um..... a coldplay one?? 6.DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES?: supposed to wear glasses but i think the make me look old... 77. WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU?: "God just think before you act, would you?" mommy to me after I locked the keys in the van... 78. HAVE YOU EVER WON ANY SPECIAL AWARDS?: for sports 79. WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE GOALS?: live to a hundred, have a huge house with a bunch of kids and a wikkid husband and make lots of money 80. WORST SICKNESS YOU EVER HAD: sinus infection :P 81. DO YOU LIKE FUNNY/SCARY MOVIES?: yes both 82. ON THE PHONE OR IN PERSON?: person 83. HUGS OR KISSES?: kisses 84. WHAT SONG SEEMS TO REFLECT YOU THE MOST: a lot of songs... sometimes i turn on the radio and it's like "woah they just summarized my life" 85. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW WHAT WOULD YOU DO? nothing cause im dead 86. DO YOU HAVE ANY PHOBIAS?: yes, i can't stand when people touch my veins and cutting off circulation to me is UNTHINKABLE! and i'm TERRIFIED of needles 87. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR? uh..phobias?? ^^ 88.WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR FAMOUS?: rich, but not too rich. 89. WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR INTELLIGENT? rich, then you could just pay someone to be intelligent for you... 90.YOU HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THAT TIME WITH?: anyone who likes me i guess 91.EVER MET SANTA OR THE EASTER BUNNY? at the mall..... 92.ET KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR AND ASKED TOO USE YOUR PHONE..WHAT WOULD YOU DO? let him... well... we can't call long distance on our phone, so i'd try to help him out best i could.... 93. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO THE PERSON YOU LIKE? hm.. monday? 94.PLAYSTATION OR XBOX?neither 95. WHAT IS YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS?:rileigh_rox13@hotmail.com/ riles234@hotmail.com 96. DO YOU SMOKE? no! 97. DO YOU DRINK ? no! 98. WHO SENT YOU THIS ? nobody.... 99. WHAT YEAR WERE YOU BORN? 1991 100. DID YOU ENJOY THESE QUESTIONS? sure

oh my god, i'm tired. i couldn't sleep so i re-did my site. it's really nice. i made some nice layouts too. they're so easy to make.

 

 

go to it : www.Eleventeen11.piczo.com

*** song lyrics of the day***

speed of sound-coldplay

The sign that I couldn't read,
or a light that I couldn't see,
some things you have to believe,
but others are puzzles, puzzling me.

summer sunshine-the corrs

In the heat of summer sunshine, I miss you like nobody else

don't cry-guns'n'roses

Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside
I've been there before

bad day-daniel powter

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride

wonderwall-oasis

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

here's to the night-eve 6

Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well
Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gone and come too soon

 

 

GR!
just lost to charlottetown!
i can't belive it!
we had soooo many chances too...
the coach was putting me on,
with sucky people.
what good does that do?
he's quite retarted.
we have another game friday,
then another one on sunday.
aaannnyyyywwwaaaayyyy...
went to chelsea's
but we didnt go to her cottage
cus it rained
going back tonight
for another sleepover
weord people weren't so weird...
as i thought they would be,
and alex was fun








I MISS BEN!!
comes back monday.
that's a long time away.
for me.

at chelsea's.
gonna go to sandspit tomorrow.
with a whole bunch of people i don't know.
sounds weird.
sounds fun.
me.
chelsea.
alex.
janine.
juge(A.K.A Julianne)?
christina?
oh well.
then a bonfire!
joy!
apparently,
according to chelsea,
i look very "girly" today.
interesting.
very interesting.

i think i have sunstroke!
ben's gone.
chelsea's mad at me.
i only got 2 presents for my birthday,
neither of which are from my parents.
i have no summer clothes...
of my own.
i'm hungry.
and i'm annoying myself,
because i'm complaining.
about so much.
but i can'y help it,
i'm just miserable.
and bored.
and tired.

it's been a while.
summer's goin great!
soccer's really making me feel like i'm not lazin around
i like it:)
birthday was on thursday
got a new perty tank from chelsea
got new capris from my aunt
still waiting to go shopping with the mother
the fireworks were pitiful
loved the concert thursday
mom's still a bitch
morgan's still a brat
taylor's still a retard
mark's still... whatever he was
i'm still
.........................
a rileigh?
anyways
let me paint you a picture
canada day.
after fireworks.
me and ben.
sittin on rocks.
by the ocean.
in the dark.
he kissed me innocently
he told me he loved me
i started to cry!
i felt so guilty
that i had wanted to dump him.
how could i want give up something like that?

i'm not gonna do it. i can't break up with him. it's too hard and depressing. it makes him so sad and seeing him sad makes me sad. so i'm just gonna have to go the summer without ben. but i can't break his heart.








whatever...... rileigh

today. today. today. today. i had a really really cool dream last night but i forget what it was.... i just remember being so happy! kinda weird. my parents wont let me skip school because of my brother. they think i'm gonna like go and hang out with all the people who want to beat him up and like jump him. the retards... he's got enough people after him. the poor kid went and called my mom at work today cus he was scared of being jumped at lunch (not completely impossible).

i need some advice (although it looks like nobody reads my posts anymore).

i'm thinking of breaking things off with ben for the summer (for those of you who want to help but dont know who ben is, we've been going out for like 8 months). i still like him and stuff but he's going away for the whole summer. and i would miss him if we broke up for the whole summer but i'd miss him more if he was away and i knew he was supposed to be here with me. and the whole idea of starting over in the fall is so tempting, i dont even know why. i guess i just like new things.

oh well... anything you have to say would be helpful.... :)

bye bye for now <3 rileigh

well well well tonight is the colonel gray prom and i just watched my neighbor try to stuff her daughter and her dress into her tiny car... it took like an hour. i swear the dress was like 12 feet in diameter. my mom told me they're gonna have a float where they drive a whole bunch of grads wearing their dresses all around town. that should work out fine seeing as the forecast is rain... :P.

at school in the lab and the teacher is playing a whole bunch of videos about drug abuse. oh the bell just rang

today:
- woke up at 6:00 at chelsea's and went home because i had to do papers at home.
- went to sleep for 20 minutes.
- went to swimming at 7:00 - 8:00
- went to soccer at 8:30 and ran from the field to the west royalty school and back.
- went home after soccer and tried to sleep but it was already like 10:00 so i couldnt......... :(
- lazed around until 2:30
- went and bought NEW WHITE CLEATS!!!!!!! and socks
- went shopping for my brother's flower for him to give to his date for semi without him. (i picked it out and it was like a four foot tall plastic rose....he hated it)
- went to ben's house for three hours and watched an old black and white movie then went on his trampoline
- came home
- made chocolate milk
- on the computer

hey hey
im at chelsea's and we're gonna watch rocky....:S. anyways... yeah the brother thing ....he's being sent to a group home for like the whole summer and from what i understand he will aslo be attending summer school.... cus he sucks. i still hate him just as much and there is no such thing as me pitying him! never ever ever!
well anough for nowwwww... fare theee welll!